Wednesday, October 08, 2003
bad days
dang, i was just reading back this past week, and i guess i really had a bad week, huh? when people say, "aughh i had such a bad day", i never think about the bad stuff that happens to me. nice to know i'm pretty optimistic that way, or as m would say, i look at my world with rose-colored glasses on. but last week, yeah, between my aunt passing away and my parents missing seeing her alive one last time, then my test where i didn't do as well as i wanted to, to this crap with m, oh and my purse got stolen too over the weekend... goodness, hell yeah, last week was rough. i can't quite avoid that when it's blatantly obvious.
but i'm feeling better. after the storm, comes the calm and the sun will shine again. i'm feeling better today, and the day and half off did me some good (except when my paycheck comes! i get paid per hour, so i basically lost $155 from staying home.) oh and the situation did get resolved and m & i are okay. but it'll take time to rebuild i guess. i was just feeling really crappy about myself and my mistakes and wished i could undo them. but oh well. that'll pass too. what can you do about it now, right? and my purse was found by someone who found it in a trash can, with everything intact. i had changed purses and took out my wallet, checkbook, even my lil changepurse. so they didn't find any sort of cash. and they didn't take any of my giftcards at all-there must have been $150 worth of giftcards there! but it was funny, cuz all i could think about when i first found out were my lipsticks! it's so freakin hard to find good lipsticks and i would've been sooo pissed off if i had to start all over again! but thankfully, they didn't, and all is well with the world, except that my purse smells like a trash can. guess it's time to use those giftcards to buy me a new purse!
but i'm feeling better. after the storm, comes the calm and the sun will shine again. i'm feeling better today, and the day and half off did me some good (except when my paycheck comes! i get paid per hour, so i basically lost $155 from staying home.) oh and the situation did get resolved and m & i are okay. but it'll take time to rebuild i guess. i was just feeling really crappy about myself and my mistakes and wished i could undo them. but oh well. that'll pass too. what can you do about it now, right? and my purse was found by someone who found it in a trash can, with everything intact. i had changed purses and took out my wallet, checkbook, even my lil changepurse. so they didn't find any sort of cash. and they didn't take any of my giftcards at all-there must have been $150 worth of giftcards there! but it was funny, cuz all i could think about when i first found out were my lipsticks! it's so freakin hard to find good lipsticks and i would've been sooo pissed off if i had to start all over again! but thankfully, they didn't, and all is well with the world, except that my purse smells like a trash can. guess it's time to use those giftcards to buy me a new purse!
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quotable quotes
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"To try is to risk failure. But risk must be taken because the
greatest hazard of life is to risk nothing. The person who risks
nothing does nothing, has nothing, is nothing. He may avoid
suffering and sorrow, but he simply cannot learn, feel, change,
grow, live, and love."
~unknown
"It has been my experience that folks who have no vices have very few virtues."
~ Abraham Lincoln
"live a life that others will remember years from now, NOT because it pointed to you but because of how it pointed to the One who made you."
~ Mark Hart, the Bible Geek
"we grow up learning to become self-reliant, but really we need to be God-reliant"
"we could learn a lot from crayons: some are sharp, some are pretty, some are dull, some have weird names, and all are different colors....but they all exist very nicely in the same box"
"never wound hearts that love u, never give them the endless pain, because wounded hearts are like roses that never bloom"
"there comes a time when we have to stop loving someone not because that person has stopped loving us but because we have found out that they'd be happier if we'd let go"
