Thursday, November 13, 2003
an improvement
yay, you guys! i finally got to talk to m! remember? my friend that i had a "falling out" with? well, afater about 6 weeks or so, we finally talk again. there had been me leaving messages, and her texting that it's just awkward cuz it's like we're not close, and me texting back that i understand and to just call me whenever she's ready, but nothing other than that. and she finally called me yesterday! so nice to hear from her. but yes, still kinda awkward. but heck, i think it's always been like that. goodness, i wish we could just talk about something more substantial. i have great talks with jei and some other friends and totally feel comfortable about talking to them about anything. they know my history-not just events, but how i felt and my reactions to things. it seems like my conversations with m have always been just about the events. i need to transition this friendship into something more substantial. cuz this is just ridiculous if it's gonna continue this way. it'd be nice to have a real best friend. i'm working on it.
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quotable quotes
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"To try is to risk failure. But risk must be taken because the
greatest hazard of life is to risk nothing. The person who risks
nothing does nothing, has nothing, is nothing. He may avoid
suffering and sorrow, but he simply cannot learn, feel, change,
grow, live, and love."
~unknown
"It has been my experience that folks who have no vices have very few virtues."
~ Abraham Lincoln
"live a life that others will remember years from now, NOT because it pointed to you but because of how it pointed to the One who made you."
~ Mark Hart, the Bible Geek
"we grow up learning to become self-reliant, but really we need to be God-reliant"
"we could learn a lot from crayons: some are sharp, some are pretty, some are dull, some have weird names, and all are different colors....but they all exist very nicely in the same box"
"never wound hearts that love u, never give them the endless pain, because wounded hearts are like roses that never bloom"
"there comes a time when we have to stop loving someone not because that person has stopped loving us but because we have found out that they'd be happier if we'd let go"
