Friday, April 02, 2004
*sigh*
my friends... some of my friends have been going through some tough times with their family or with their health. they are such beautiful people who exemplify BEING love with their entire life. my gosh, it makes me feel so bad for all the times i took people for granted or just plain complained about the state of my life. i've had it really good-really really good. i have such love around me and yeah, my back hurts, but i'm getting treatment for it. and my parents are still alive. another friend of mine just had her mom pass away late last year. i wonder how her family's christmas was...
and we have enough. not an excessive amounts of extra cash lying around. but enough to live in a nice little cottage-like home. and that's what it truly is... it's a home. someplace i know i can always come home to, even after i've hurt my family, even after the shameful, disrespectful things i've done... i know they'll always come running after me, with open arms, loving me... omg, i'm so crying right now. in the middle of work... sheesh... wait, lemme wipe my tears...
i would ask my mom when i was little, mama, are we rich? and my mom would say with a twinkle in her eye, we're rich in love!
i gotta wipe my tears again...
if i never told you, i love and appreciate you and our friendship, whether or not we've met, or if i haven't seen you in awhile or if i never see you again, thank you for being in my life. i love you!
dang, maybe it's that time of the month...
and we have enough. not an excessive amounts of extra cash lying around. but enough to live in a nice little cottage-like home. and that's what it truly is... it's a home. someplace i know i can always come home to, even after i've hurt my family, even after the shameful, disrespectful things i've done... i know they'll always come running after me, with open arms, loving me... omg, i'm so crying right now. in the middle of work... sheesh... wait, lemme wipe my tears...
i would ask my mom when i was little, mama, are we rich? and my mom would say with a twinkle in her eye, we're rich in love!
i gotta wipe my tears again...
if i never told you, i love and appreciate you and our friendship, whether or not we've met, or if i haven't seen you in awhile or if i never see you again, thank you for being in my life. i love you!
dang, maybe it's that time of the month...
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"To try is to risk failure. But risk must be taken because the
greatest hazard of life is to risk nothing. The person who risks
nothing does nothing, has nothing, is nothing. He may avoid
suffering and sorrow, but he simply cannot learn, feel, change,
grow, live, and love."
~unknown
"It has been my experience that folks who have no vices have very few virtues."
~ Abraham Lincoln
"live a life that others will remember years from now, NOT because it pointed to you but because of how it pointed to the One who made you."
~ Mark Hart, the Bible Geek
"we grow up learning to become self-reliant, but really we need to be God-reliant"
"we could learn a lot from crayons: some are sharp, some are pretty, some are dull, some have weird names, and all are different colors....but they all exist very nicely in the same box"
"never wound hearts that love u, never give them the endless pain, because wounded hearts are like roses that never bloom"
"there comes a time when we have to stop loving someone not because that person has stopped loving us but because we have found out that they'd be happier if we'd let go"
