Tuesday, August 15, 2006
wtf!!!
aughhhh, i freakin started my period AGAIN!!!!! it's the 3rd freakin time in exactly 6 weeks! i look on my calendar and i have started bleeding every other tuesday! what the hell is wrong with my body?!
i want to go see an actual gynecologist. last time i went, i saw a nurse midwife. she was incredibly quick to "fix" the problem. but i wanna know what's causing this crap! how do i know i don't have some cyst in my ovary that's causing it release more eggs all of a sudden?! and i don't want to lose any more eggs dammit!
tried to make an appt with a doc. i actually already made one last week, but the first available was in sept after i come back from hawaii. i tried again to see if there were any cancellations and nope... next available was like sept 20. :P ob/gyn is apparently the most impacted dept in kaiser. aughhhhh!
oh and to top it off, today, of all days, i chose to wear the most flimsy mesh thong underwear! aughhh! sooo not prepared to bleed!
i want to go see an actual gynecologist. last time i went, i saw a nurse midwife. she was incredibly quick to "fix" the problem. but i wanna know what's causing this crap! how do i know i don't have some cyst in my ovary that's causing it release more eggs all of a sudden?! and i don't want to lose any more eggs dammit!
tried to make an appt with a doc. i actually already made one last week, but the first available was in sept after i come back from hawaii. i tried again to see if there were any cancellations and nope... next available was like sept 20. :P ob/gyn is apparently the most impacted dept in kaiser. aughhhhh!
oh and to top it off, today, of all days, i chose to wear the most flimsy mesh thong underwear! aughhh! sooo not prepared to bleed!
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